Real?

Are you the real one?
Whenever I lost all the hope and desperation, you appeared again....
Somehow I trust you, trust that you are not out there fooling around.
I trust that you are safe.
I trust that you still remember me.
I trust that you still keep my rindu.
You are the only one so far that can make me trust you so much.

I really wish it is for real this time.
My head already permanently damaged from too much crush.