Shit!

I miss him....

I want to have someone who loves me.....
I want to get married.
I want to have my own family.
Can someone help me?

When a guy is not ready to get married, any flirting from the guy is just for leisure.
Everything can't be taken serious.
Relax and have fun!
Enjoy the feeling of being able to giggle like schoolgirls.

workaholic

What is there to see?
What is there to miss?

IT is better to be fair.
A fair fight is the best thing I can offer.

Miss you very much...

The fate of liking a workaholic.

I hope it is true, Pisces and Aries

Pisces with Aries 25 March 1982

Pisces will entertain you, thrill you, dazzle you, sing for you, cook for you and leave you! ( Source:AquarianAge Romance )

For Aries: Sexually this is not a bad alliance, but your temperaments are just so different that it does put a strain on the relationship. You could never handle the Fishes emotional whims for any length of time. ( Source: Love Test )

For Pisces: You are far too sensitive for the aggressive Ram. You will be left behind to drown in your sorrows. An unfortunate match. ( Source: Love Test )

Personality differences compliment each other. Aries like to lead and Pisces likes to be lead. Aries is self assured and will draw Pisces out of his or her shell. Pisces likes Aries boldness and Aries likes Pisces need for direction. Aries tendency to criticize will not sit well with Pisces. Pisces likes Aries passion and Aries likes the affection given by Pisces. Pisces is drawn to Aires’ dynamic passions. Aries will handle decisions and fight battles for Pisces, which is just what Pisces is looking for. Aries may be too critical for Pisces and if tact can be found this will be a good pairing. ( Source: Astrology Fun )

Aries Man & Pisces Woman

Pisces has never been known for its staying power in love, but incentives help. There are none here and she will swim away in the dead of night without further ado. ( Source: AquarianAge Romance)

This match could go either way- it could lead to long-term love, or it could fall apart. It depends a lot on the personalities involved. The Aries boy is good for you in a lot of ways. He is someone you can lean on. He will support you when you go out on a limb, and he thinks your unique, sometimes quirky ideas and attitudes are just great. You will admire his energy and his powerful way of leading others to do what he wants. Your physical attraction to each other is also very strong, and that side of your relationship shouldn’t present any problems. However, you can be sarcastic sometimes, and he has a quick wit that can turn very mean and hurtful when he’s angry. If you each can’t control your sharp-tongued outbursts, things will end with hurt feelings on either side. If you can both keep this in mind and be very careful to talk kindly to each other, even when you’re upset about something, then this relationship can work and lead to real, lasting love. This is a hopeful match that has equal chances for success and failure, depending on how hard you’ll both willing to work. ( Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )

While Pisces girl will never be at a loss for good times with Aries boy, you may find yourself looking for something a little bit deeper.  Aries boy is quick and changeable, and sometimes his words and actions can strike you as being a bit too abrupt.  If you're comfortable with his quick pace, this can be an interesting match. (Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )

101010 20102010

101010 He suggested we meet more often

20102010 I get angry of him, for not contacting me when he still can update his facebook

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

Real?

Are you the real one?
Whenever I lost all the hope and desperation, you appeared again....
Somehow I trust you, trust that you are not out there fooling around.
I trust that you are safe.
I trust that you still remember me.
I trust that you still keep my rindu.
You are the only one so far that can make me trust you so much.

I really wish it is for real this time.
My head already permanently damaged from too much crush.

trust

101010 gave my rindu to him. As he said he will keep it.

so it was special day for me too.

He suggested we meet more often.

When I so used to be alone, suddenly the idea of having someone again can be scary.

When he always busy, would he care to go out with me?

Where should we go for date? when he is worry about his job...

When he has so many pretty girl friends... how to not to be jealous?

All I can do is start trusting someone....

Accepting by whom?

It is said to love someone is to accept all who he is.
A lady have to accept the man for all his bad habits. But is it so for man?
For a man to accept a lady's bad habit, is it possible. It is impossible unless he loves her.

What if he heard all about her bad habits, even before he experience it firsthanded?
Perhaps he would still accept all.

Perhaps it is her protective sister who can't accept it.....
She won't want to let her brother abused by this cruel lady....
To be order around.... to wash plates...
That is her rights, not other ladies' right.....

20 Sept 2010

Sigh....
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sighing with hidden meanings.
I only hope it is not a shattered memory. I hope it is an everlasting one.
Please reserve the memory for me. Only this and just this.
Please let me have this.


Merajuk mode. I Want! I want! I want!!!

Just let me please

wedding season

It is wedding season.
Bad for me as a single lady.

something

Something happened recently...

A friend turned into an enemy.. Maybe he was not even a friend. Never trust anyone. Anytime, anywhere, a friend can turn into an enemy. Just because I deleted his posts on my facebook, he became an enemy. Calling me bitch and many nasty words. Ayayayaya.

I even bump into him yesterday. How he tried to cover his face with his cap is so funny.

My love life supposed just between me and the other person. If a third party kaypo kaypo about our complication, it is just too kaypo. Doesn't he knows that stories usually is a mixed pot of ego and stories, if it is only be heard from one party. There is no wrong or right in the matter of relationship. Whatever happened, it really none of others business.

I have an abusive brother.

Reject

Repeated rejection?

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

This is not a Reject Shop!!!!

I only wish we are friend again.

ko chi pek

Being in a peaceful life without any disturbance until recently.
Why is it someone's life can be so disturbing to my life?
Yes, she is smarter than me in courting a guy.
But she is not smart when dealing with complication around that relationship.
Even it is such a normal friendship, why did she make it so complicated?

Or is he the problem? By giving signals that he is opening an option for her, when he is chasing another lady.

Can't he be satisfied with only one lady?
Why is he so greedy?

Another ko chi pek (horny guy) two faced politician.

Raining day

Raining day, raining heart.
Sun is coming out, so there is still hope.
Shit Happened. Let's kill the memory.
I know there is someone or something there.
However location unknown.
Even a GPS detector won't do.

Desperation creeping in.
Blame it on hormone.

Missing something

I miss when I have virtual friends.

I miss having a nice chat conversation.

Nowadays everyone always busy with their own activities.

Have not been able to have a nice virtual conversation for some time now.

Chatting with a total stranger, sometimes don't know what to chat.

Chatting with a friend, usually ran out of topic because know each other too well.

Or perhaps I am missing someone.

An event can be so traumatised, until whenever I see anything related to it, I will feel nausea and cry.

How am I going to overcome the feeling?

I realised it is not my fault. It is his problem.

But realising, and feeling is different.

What is wounded, is hard to recover...

Broken glass

I heard a glass broken, and the pieces of sharp glass piercing thru..
Blood everywhere...
The pain had passed, or too numb to feel the pain..
How to clean up the mess?
Hardened blood everywhere, blocking all breathing pore..
It is so deadly..

False hope

A false hope.
it is deadly.
How can the person give out false hope.
desperate is not a good excuse.
I hate you.

one chance

I am going to try one more time.

As people always said "love with no regret."

I will let my heart wander and fell in love.

Pain is just part of the process.

No harm, No gain.

trouble

I sense trouble, I smell trouble.

Why do I use 'trouble' every time I sense my heart is emotional?

Is it wrong to have feeling for someone?

Maybe when the heart is giving away feeling to someone who won't return the feeling, that spells trouble.

He is sweet, that's all.

cuteeeeeeeeee

*gosh*

Am I blushing?


I caught myself looking at photos of my friend’s brother, who is 6 years younger than me.
He is so cute.
I can’t stop looking at his photos and the comments.
He is so cute and funny.
I am not infatuating on him, it will be incest.
He is my friend’s younger brother!!
I enjoyed looking at his photo.
No harm looking at cute guys.

Younger guys are just not for me.
Only enough to freshen up my scenery and cheer up the day.

2010

I read my blog after I received a comment about my post. My posts are short and maybe that is what make it special. It is hard to convey something without writing too many sentences.

This year is 2010. Year of widow according to Chinese calendar. I am not superstitious.
So anyone out there wan to marry me, please write your proposal and put it down as comment.

I have a plan. A plan to revive this blog too.

Tough job for me, as I have to maintained 2 blogs.

I only need more comments, and I will sure do it.

Quick, quick, support me with your comments. I may make the blog look pretty too.. *wink*wink