Thursday, October 21, 2010

101010 20102010

101010 He suggested we meet more often

20102010 I get angry of him, for not contacting me when he still can update his facebook

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

no right

no right to be angry
no right to be spoiled
no right to have love
no right to miss
no right to be cared
no right to anything
because there is no title for me
without title, there is no right

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Real?

Are you the real one?
Whenever I lost all the hope and desperation, you appeared again....
Somehow I trust you, trust that you are not out there fooling around.
I trust that you are safe.
I trust that you still remember me.
I trust that you still keep my rindu.
You are the only one so far that can make me trust you so much.

I really wish it is for real this time.
My head already permanently damaged from too much crush.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

trust

101010 gave my rindu to him. As he said he will keep it.

so it was special day for me too.

He suggested we meet more often.

When I so used to be alone, suddenly the idea of having someone again can be scary.
When he always busy, would he care to go out with me?
Where should we go for date? when he is worry about his job...

When he has so many pretty girl friends... how to not to be jealous?

All I can do is start trusting someone....

Friday, October 1, 2010

Accepting by whom?

It is said to love someone is to accept all who he is.
A lady have to accept the man for all his bad habits. But is it so for man?
For a man to accept a lady's bad habit, is it possible. It is impossible unless he loves her.

What if he heard all about her bad habits, even before he experience it firsthanded?
Perhaps he would still accept all.

Perhaps it is her protective sister who can't accept it.....
She won't want to let her brother abused by this cruel lady....
To be order around.... to wash plates...
That is her rights, not other ladies' right.....