Mind

Psychology...

H1N1... Malaria....

It is only simple flu from yesterday rain!

Why do I feel so bad just because a simple flu??

Psycology is making me sick!

Falling in love again

There is no harm falling in love again.

But this time, seems like I fell twice in a row.

One is black, one is a cute tricky one.

But I am not going to do anything to express my feeling this time.

Just flow with the current...

Sweet as... pumpkin

Let go

I am having a heavy head.

It can be solved easily.

Why can't I take it easily?

No need to worry so much.

Just the matter of time.

Learning to let go....

Passion

Feeling very nice yesterday.

I chat less, pay more attention to my facebook.

Chat with some cute guys and shy guy.

I found my passion yesterday but lost it today.

Why is it so hard to have a passion that last a bit longer than one month?

Scolding someone

There is a guy whom I like. Once I asked him, will we be a couple? And he said only if he is desperate.

What the hell!

If you only want me because you are desperate. You can go to hell!

Today I chatted with him.

I said to him, "your ex gf sound wild, and yet you said you are scare of me because you think I think I am wild. That does not make sense."

Why can't men just said, "I am not into you." Men still prefer to make all excuses to reject woman.

When he said he is going to sleep (obviously he does not because he is stil online in Facebook), I said, "Good night and don't have erection tonight!"

Can I have?

Can I borrow a pin?
I need to pin my heart.
It keep falling to wrong person.
Accident do happen.
But I want to stop it from happen.

Can I have glue?
I want to mend my heart.
It keep cracking.
Pieces of my heart keep dropping.
My heart has become smaller.

Can I have a scarf?
I want to blindfold myself.
My eyes keep making me falls in love.

You and your partner look alike!

Any couple will be happy to hear this : You and your gf/bf look alike!

For me?
It is only face. Face does not mean we will be forever together.
Similar look only make it easier to be attracted to each other.

My x bf and me also look much alike, but the end still broke up.

I believe in reality. No more belief in tips tips, such as tips on:
-how to know the guy is into you
-what his body language telling you
-Does he like you?
- bla bla bla

All these tips are bullshit!!

H1N1 in Bintulu, Sarawak, Malaysia

Oh no.... It is nearer to home...!!!!!..... H1N1.. click to see the news.

Here is the prescription for H1N1....

Ghost.....

Someone just commented on my 'Sunday...' post.

It is a weird comment because according to him/her, he/she sense 'ghost' presence in an accident site.

As a christian, I believe that the all-inclusive death of Christ have judge all things including evil spirit and Satan. I have faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.

"Because the Lord’s death was all-inclusive, when He died on the cross many things were dealt with. Sin, sins, the flesh, the old man, Satan, the world, the old creation, and the ordinances were all dealt with. Furthermore, the divine life with the divine riches was released from within the Lord Jesus. His all-inclusive death took away all the negative things and released all the positive things."

In my personal opinion, only those who are weak in faith and those are superstitious will have bigger possibility to encounter 'ghost'.

In my beginning years of working in Egypt, there was no ghost stories. As if there is no such thing as ghost. I am a Malaysian Chinese. My imagination ghost will automatically looks like Malaysian. In Egypt, we may wonder how their ghost look like. But surprisingly there were no ghost stories. No space for us to have imagination of ghost.

After 2 years, our crew combined with another crew in Egypt. The other crew comprised of many Indonesian professionals. As usual, South East Asian tend to have many superstitions. Around that time, people start to claim that they saw ghost or disturbed by ghost. Not surprisingly, their ghost looks like Asian ghost, lady with long hair, long tongue, and with a child. As long there are superstitions going around, ghost will appear. It is just human error.

This is my personal experience. My mother always told me that she does not like ladies toilet of a hotel in my hometown. She said it feels dark. One night, I was fatigue, having period, and I have not have a normal Church life for a year, kind of lose my faith to the Lord, I went out with my friends. I stopped by the hotel to go for toilet around midnight. When I was in the toilet cubicle, I had the feeling of wanting to run out from the toilet as soon as possible. My neck hair was standing up and had a scary feeling. I just quickly finish my business and ran out to my friend's car. I was nearly cry. Since then, I am sensitive to any ghost stories.

That is all what I can say about ghost......

Sunday.....

I hate Sunday...

It feels so lonely....

Feeling so lost today...

No one online on Sunday.....

Everything so dull on Sunday when I am working....

I hope someone will start chatting with me today....

Feeling wanna cry....

Lonely sunday

One picture a day keeps the boss away!

I need a picture for my blog. During a toolbox meeting at 11.15am local time today, our PM just warned us that we have limited bandwidth here, advising us not to download movie , webcam, bla bla.

So I decided to limit myself to ...only upload one picture for today.

One picture a day keeps the boss away!

What a friend can offer to a faraway-depresed-lonely friend

When you are away to work, without any real friend around to talk heart to heart to, the only mean to contact your friend at home is through virtual world - internet.

Yahoo messenger...
MSN messenger...
Facebook....
Email...

Virtual world seems to be the whole world for this faraway-depresed-lonely friend.

What a good friend can offer to her is a tranquil conversations. A chat with..

No demand...
No accusation...
No orders...
No teasing...
No quarrel...
No criticizing...
No rush...
No long pause that require waiting....
No '!'.....
No CAPITAL letter.....
No Bold letter

Just peaceful talk, small advices, apreciation....

Thanks to my friend, Sarah TSH.