I have an abusive brother.

Reject

Repeated rejection?

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

Reject!

This is not a Reject Shop!!!!

I only wish we are friend again.

ko chi pek

Being in a peaceful life without any disturbance until recently.
Why is it someone's life can be so disturbing to my life?
Yes, she is smarter than me in courting a guy.
But she is not smart when dealing with complication around that relationship.
Even it is such a normal friendship, why did she make it so complicated?

Or is he the problem? By giving signals that he is opening an option for her, when he is chasing another lady.

Can't he be satisfied with only one lady?
Why is he so greedy?

Another ko chi pek (horny guy) two faced politician.

Raining day

Raining day, raining heart.
Sun is coming out, so there is still hope.
Shit Happened. Let's kill the memory.
I know there is someone or something there.
However location unknown.
Even a GPS detector won't do.

Desperation creeping in.
Blame it on hormone.

Missing something

I miss when I have virtual friends.

I miss having a nice chat conversation.

Nowadays everyone always busy with their own activities.

Have not been able to have a nice virtual conversation for some time now.

Chatting with a total stranger, sometimes don't know what to chat.

Chatting with a friend, usually ran out of topic because know each other too well.

Or perhaps I am missing someone.

An event can be so traumatised, until whenever I see anything related to it, I will feel nausea and cry.

How am I going to overcome the feeling?

I realised it is not my fault. It is his problem.

But realising, and feeling is different.

What is wounded, is hard to recover...

Broken glass

I heard a glass broken, and the pieces of sharp glass piercing thru..
Blood everywhere...
The pain had passed, or too numb to feel the pain..
How to clean up the mess?
Hardened blood everywhere, blocking all breathing pore..
It is so deadly..