one chance

I am going to try one more time.

As people always said "love with no regret."

I will let my heart wander and fell in love.

Pain is just part of the process.

No harm, No gain.

Return love and unreturn love

One love seems to return my love.

One love seems to avoid my love.

Can I have?

Can I borrow a pin?
I need to pin my heart.
It keep falling to wrong person.
Accident do happen.
But I want to stop it from happen.

Can I have glue?
I want to mend my heart.
It keep cracking.
Pieces of my heart keep dropping.
My heart has become smaller.

Can I have a scarf?
I want to blindfold myself.
My eyes keep making me falls in love.

Bullshit love

Feeling of love is good.

But loving a guy is no good. Always end up hurting yourself.
Because love is always selfish.
If someone say love is unselfish, ahhh bullshit.

Loving your family is the best.
Because you already own your family.

Loving your friends as best friends is just average.
Sometimes getting away from friends can be good.
Nothing is perfect and no one is perfect anyway.

Bullshit!

Love

Love is a loving feeling.
It does not need a reason to be there.
It is there to make us feeling good and happy.
It cheers up our life and makes the day better.
Love is about give and take.
Or sometimes just give without expecting any return.
Wishing all the love to all of you out there.
Hope all will enjoy another day of life and not giving up in life!

Love is a warming feeling.
It feels like when you lay your head on your beloved's warm chest.
Warms you up and secure you in beloved's embrace.
It makes you happy.

Frustrating Day!! Or...

Today is a frustrating day for me. A couple of people make me feel like when i was in university, which is a bad feeling.

Since I graduated from university, I have begin my life as a new leaf. I dont want to be treated as useless & unwanted person anymore. I dont want to be anyone's shadow anymore. I am quite a late blossom. Before 23 years old, I have no much confidence, not attractive at all, can't do anything, always standing at someone's back, not noticed by anyone, cannot communicate well.... etc etc.. I have confidence but just not enough.

At the age of 23, I received an big impact that changed my personality. That impact cause me to love myself more & have more confindence (Maybe I will thanked that guy one day!!). I cut my hair very short & change my wardrobe. Have fun!! Love myself!!! It really worked like magic!!!

When i went to work, I have experienced something that I have never experienced before. Suddenly I get so many admirers. I get to feel what many beautiful girls experienced. It did feel funny to me. Many guys told me that I am beautiful, attractive, charismatic & sexy.

I also chat online with anynomous. When I send my picture to my chat mates, many said that I am beautiful & sexy too. It really keep me wondering. I never think myself as beautiful. But no harm accepting praises. Just don't ask too much. hehehehe.... Maybe i really have become beautiful & sexy....

I never get such attention from Asian before. So far only people from Europe & Africa continents noticed me.


By the way, today is no more a frustrating day for me. I love blogging.