envy

I am in envy stage...

I am envious of those woman who have a man to provide a nice house for her and their future family.

I am envious of those who are newly wed.

I am envious of those who have someone to love her.

I know people will advised me by telling me that everyone will eventually meet their partner.

But I still like to complain!!!!!

CHili!

17 Sept 09 dream

Last night, I dreamed that my brother going to get married 2nd time. His 1st wife passed away and he is going to get married 2nd time. Leon and his unknown friend was there staying in a room. The building is 2 floors shoplot, and is connected to wooden house, known as my grand father's house in Sabah.

Suddenly many people come to stay in that building. They are saints from peninsular Malaysia. I met them at stairs. When they know my brother is getting married there, they are so happy and going to attend it.

When I walked to the back half of the building, I said many of my cousins actually get married to whites. They are laying carpet on floor, so they can sleep at night. Exactly how we do when we go back to kampung.

Before the ceremony begin, I invite Leon to attend the ceremony. He said call him when the ceremony almost begin...

That is all for the dream.

It is all about me

this blog is all about me...

Tonight im feeling lonely.....

Many ppl around but still feel like u r alone....

This feeling is very annoying...

Even have the music on, my ear still drumming, like there is no there sound other than myself...

And there is no friend around to cheer me up....

Hope the feeling will be gone by tomorrow...

hard to know a guy is single or not...

Gone

After I post this,

He won't work in my hometown.

So happy.

The thorn is finally gone.

Old one goes, new one is on the way!

kepo

Why am I so kepo?

Dont be so kepo.

Not everyone is as free as you.

Try to be considerate and thoughtful.

Yea...