An event can be so traumatised, until whenever I see anything related to it, I will feel nausea and cry.

How am I going to overcome the feeling?

I realised it is not my fault. It is his problem.

But realising, and feeling is different.

What is wounded, is hard to recover...

Broken glass

I heard a glass broken, and the pieces of sharp glass piercing thru..
Blood everywhere...
The pain had passed, or too numb to feel the pain..
How to clean up the mess?
Hardened blood everywhere, blocking all breathing pore..
It is so deadly..

False hope

A false hope.
it is deadly.
How can the person give out false hope.
desperate is not a good excuse.
I hate you.

one chance

I am going to try one more time.

As people always said "love with no regret."

I will let my heart wander and fell in love.

Pain is just part of the process.

No harm, No gain.

trouble

I sense trouble, I smell trouble.

Why do I use 'trouble' every time I sense my heart is emotional?

Is it wrong to have feeling for someone?

Maybe when the heart is giving away feeling to someone who won't return the feeling, that spells trouble.

He is sweet, that's all.

cuteeeeeeeeee

*gosh*

Am I blushing?


I caught myself looking at photos of my friend’s brother, who is 6 years younger than me.
He is so cute.
I can’t stop looking at his photos and the comments.
He is so cute and funny.
I am not infatuating on him, it will be incest.
He is my friend’s younger brother!!
I enjoyed looking at his photo.
No harm looking at cute guys.

Younger guys are just not for me.
Only enough to freshen up my scenery and cheer up the day.

2010

I read my blog after I received a comment about my post. My posts are short and maybe that is what make it special. It is hard to convey something without writing too many sentences.

This year is 2010. Year of widow according to Chinese calendar. I am not superstitious.
So anyone out there wan to marry me, please write your proposal and put it down as comment.

I have a plan. A plan to revive this blog too.

Tough job for me, as I have to maintained 2 blogs.

I only need more comments, and I will sure do it.

Quick, quick, support me with your comments. I may make the blog look pretty too.. *wink*wink