Aprilililili

Today, we have a bad weather. So my boss let us go to St Paul monestry near Suez, around 15 minutes from our hotel. My boss order a bus for us.
So I went down waiting for people to appear............... Finally only 4 person appear, and 5 person in a big bus.
When we reach the monestry, it is closed. The sign on the door is saying monday to wednesday, no vistors are allowed due to festive time. Easter is coming for Christian orthodox. so their nuns and priests need to pray. No interruption is allowed.

It is really Aprilililililililili (Serbianversion of april fool).

Him and his

Suddenly i found out his photo album. He is good in pictures.
It felt so different. It is something that I am not part of it, purely his.
No hint of me in it.
Just him and his visual creativity.
I had been one of his creativity before.
But it get deleted every time we broke up.
When I was looking at his pictures, I felt that he is happy in his own space.
In his own space without me as intruder.
I felt that it is better that I just let him go.

But I am selfish.
I want to be there with him when he is sad.
I want to be there with him when he is happy.
I want to be there with him when he is proud.

I miss him much.